Monday, September 15, 2014
Tuesday, September 2, 2014
THE HAZE IN THE SF CHRONICLE!
'Haze' looks
at the limbo of waiting for rape kit to be tested
Jessica Zack
As Heather
Marlowe recollects in her autobiographical one-woman play "The Haze,"
she was excitedly moving into her first apartment in San Francisco the weekend
of May 16, 2010, when she heard about a must-see "running race/street
party thing."
Bay to
Breakers was on. So she and a friend headed out for a race pre-party.
And the next
thing Marlowe remembers is waking up the next morning, bruised and disoriented,
in an unfamiliar apartment in the Inner Richmond. Her cell phone and wallet
were gone, and a man she didn't recognize was yelling at her to leave the
building.
At San
Francisco General the horrible truth sank in that she had been drugged and
raped. During the forensic exam, doctors assembled a sexual assault evidence
collection kit. Commonly called a rape kit, it contains biological evidence
that could include DNA left by an attacker.
A police
inspector told Marlowe she should expect the results from the evidence being
tested against a criminal database "any day now." Yet after more than
two years - including dozens of phone calls to the San Francisco Police
Department and Marlowe's own amateur sleuthing in person and online to try to
identify her rapist - she was still waiting.
"All.
That. Time. Do you know how hard it is to move on when you're sitting inside
that limbo?" she asks in the emotionally potent monologue of "The
Haze," which has an upcoming 12-night run at The Costume Shop at ACT.
"I'd
been through this painful experience, and then it's pretty unbearable to think
that DNA evidence could just be disintegrating, untested, in some lab,"
Marlowe, 32, said during a recent morning interview at a coffee shop in San
Rafael.
Regaining
confidence
She "was
freaked out living in the city where it happened" and moved to Marin after
the attack, using a relocation stipend from the San Francisco District Attorney
Victim Services Division.
"I had
such an absurd and compelling story to tell, about a total mishandling of how I
thought our justice system worked," Marlowe says. "And so I started writing."
She began
developing "The Haze" as part of comedian W. Kamau Bell's Solo
Performance Workshop in 2012.
"At
first there were moments when I'd think, 'Oh my God, did I really just talk
about my rape onstage?' " she says. "But I did my first 20 minutes,
gained a lot of confidence and realized I could turn it into a full
performance."
She has since
workshopped the play for San Francisco and New York audiences. Marlowe says she
has been inspired by "master storytellers Spalding Gray and Mike
Daisy." Daisy's wife Jean-Michele Gregory directs the play at ACT.
In person, as
in her play, Marlowe is thoughtful and also able to find some absurd humor
embedded in her painful experiences. She says she has worked with Gregory to
"strike the right balance between the dark stuff that is just real, and my
sardonic slant on it."
Although the
working title of the play was "Any Day Now," she decided to call it
"The Haze" for the "dissociative and dreamlike" state she
says she experienced as a girl growing up in Olympia, Wash., with a
"Filipino Tiger Mom" and an abusive father.
Marlowe says
she "felt so alone" when she started writing "The Haze."
"I wondered if other people were hitting this same wall of not getting
their kits processed."
She has no
idea that her plight was unfortunately all too common among victims of rape locally
and nationally.
National
backlog
The Joyful
Heart Foundation, which works with victims of sexual assault, says experts have
estimated that well over 100,000 kits are awaiting analysis across the country.
The issue has
been drawing considerable press attention this year. Politicians, editorial
boards and nonprofit advocacy groups (such as endthebacklog.org, founded by
actress Mariska Hargitay) have been urging action - namely funding - to
alleviate the vast backlog.
President
Obama recently proposed a $41 million federal grant program to support
comprehensive testing.
At the state
level, Assemblywoman Nancy Skinner, D-Berkeley, and Alameda County District
Attorney Nancy O'Malley introduced measure AB1517 in January to push law
enforcement agencies to test kits more promptly.
The bill has
unanimously passed both legislative houses and awaits Assembly confirmation and
the governor's signature, according to O'Malley.
"It's a
travesty that victims are not able to find closure, and rapists are not getting
caught, because our system for processing the kits is broken," says former
California State Assembly Speaker Pro Tempore Fiona Ma. "Heather is so
brave to tell her story; and when people hear it, they start to understand what
a huge problem this is."
Ma co-sponsored
with Patricia Lurie a San Francisco benefit performance of excerpts of
"The Haze" in July for guests including city police officers.
Marlowe says
the rape has made her "way more cautious than I ever used to be. I don't
like having this hyper-vigilance. I don't want women to feel they have to go
out with an app that can detect roofies in a drink and always be on the
defensive. And yet when that part of your brain is turned on to be super
careful you can't really turn it off."
'Reluctant
activist'
Marlowe has
testified on the issue of the rape kit backlog before the San Francisco Police
Commission and the state Legislature and been interviewed on numerous TV news
programs. Yet she calls herself a "reluctant activist. I never thought I'd
be the public face of this issue."
"I don't
want to be pigeonholed as this 'issue playwright,' " she says. "And
at the same time I do care deeply. I've had women come up to me after the show,
all across the age range, who have had this happen to them. Audiences have been
shocked and want to know how we can right this wrong."
The Haze: Thursday-Saturday, Thursday-Sept. 27.
(Thursdays at 7 p.m. Fridays and Saturdays at 8 p.m.) Tickets: $20 online or at
the door (cash only). http://bit.ly/thehazeplayACT.
Jessica Zack is a freelance
writer. E-mail: datebookletters@sfchronicle.com
Friday, May 30, 2014
Friday, January 24, 2014
Tuesday, January 14, 2014
The Haze invited to attend Joyful Heart conference about Rape Kit Backlog!
I am being flown down to Los Angeles this weekend to attend a conference about the national rape kit backlog. I look forward to networking and sharing my experiences with CSI's Mariska Hartigay's organization: http://www.joyfulheartfoundation.org.
Will keep you all posted!
Thursday, December 12, 2013
It's a wrap! The Haze 4 day workshop, Boxcar Theater, San Francisco, CA
Thank you all so so much for
coming to The Haze. I felt SO very supported to see all of you in the audience!
Special Thank Yous to my
co-sponsors who made this all possible: Debbie Findling, Jan Reicher, Suzette
Clarke, Naomi Tucker of Shalom Bayit, Heidi Li of SF WAR, Nick Olivero of
Boxcar Studio, Sarah Caveney of MoveMe Studio, and Yerba Buena Center for the
Arts.
Additional Thank Yous to tech
and sound: Trip, Luke, and Holly.
And a BIG Thank You to my workshop director,
Naisa Wong.
Tuesday, May 14, 2013
ABC news!
I recently interviewed with ABC news about my show and experience dealing with the SFPD. Here is the new clip that aired! http://abclocal.go.com/kgo/story?section=news/iteam&id=9101385
Thank you everyone for your support!
Thank you everyone for your support!
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